1.2: Is Love the same as Lust?(PG)

I sat on the toilet, the pregnany test shaking slightly in my hands. Please be postive, please oh please, I promise I won't ever throw your pregnancy test box across the room and say that the creators of this were idiots and should go kill themselves. Though, what was the point of pleas to the creators? They couldn't help it if I couldn't get pregnant.They were just the bearers of bad news. The people who couldn't help if I wasn't pregnant. But, hey! Maybe I was. Maybe a mini bryn was in here right now, smiling up at me! Waiting for the five miniutes that I was used to, I didn't let go to the strands of hope I held onto, the possibility of some heir I will have, some assured happiness.
Bryn and I decided that we were going to have this baby out of wedlock. What was the point, with the wedding practicly milennia away?
"5...4...3..2...1." My countdown ended, and I looked down expectantly, expectantly looking for the red cross.
Negative
What a surprise.

-*~<3~*-

I decided not to tell Bryn about the negative. What was the point of burdening him with the constant negatives? he could suss it out himself.
I lay on my bed, smiling to myself, when I got a call from Dawn. Pressing the ignore button, I flopped on my bed again. So I got a negative. So what? Just another one. I can handle that.
The telephone rang, but I allowed it to go to voice mail.
"Hey! Um, I mean, hey. Come right around to my house. We have a surprise for you- I mean, we need to check over some MOH duties. See you." Dawn's voice ended with a snap and I got up. I'll go.
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"SURPRISE!" Addy, Dawn and a ton other friends jumped out. "Happy engagement!"
Oh. My. Word. Bryn walked out from the kitchen and his hair was BRUSHED. PROPERLY.

"Come here, my girls!Addy, Lovie. Come!"
Addy waved over to Dawn, but she smiled, as if she was keeping a sercert from me. She ushered me into the kitchen, and I had heartfaliure as I saw who was there.
Clark.
~<3~
"Let's go outside," He said, holding his hand out to me. I nodded, taking his hand and walking slowly. We sat down on a mahogany bench and I sighed. I can't like him. I'm engaged. Engaged.
"Love..I'm sorry. I care about you. I left you for Dayla and I accused you of cheating- which you didn't- and I'm so sorry. So, so, sorry, my Lovebuggie. I am so sorry."
"Clark, I don't know. You did accuse me of cheating on you. With my cousin. "
"Please Lovebuggie?"
"Fine, Clarky, friends." I allowed a smile play on my lips as I looked into his eyes. His gaze rested on my face, searching me for any hint of emotion.

He smiled at me, and suddenly I felt an unspoken tension between us. Suddely his face came closer, and closer to mine, and his lips touched mine. The fury that spread through my body was full of passion and my annoyance reflected on my movements. I unbuttoned his shirt and he pulled me closer towards him. Suddenly he picked me up and carried me into the garden shed. I close my eyes and he placed me down on the floor, and he loved me once again.
And it felt so right.
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Maybe, though, it was the sickness that overcame me in the morning, that I took out that pregnancy test.

And screamed.
Not in a good way.
Positive.

1.1- Y.O.L.O+Love Sierra= You Only Love Once (Or three times..)

Hello, young people of the universe! My name is Love Sierra, and I live in Hidden Springs with my boyfriend, Bryn, and our son, Mason. So why don't you sit down, relax, and enjoy the way I love my life!
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"Love, Love, Love," tutted Addy, watching me chop up a lettuce leaf as if it was an enemy. "So why do I only hear about you and Bryn now?"
"You don't need to stress," I said, smothering the smile on my lips. "There is nothing going on."
"Nothing?" Interrupts Dawn, standing in the doorway.
"Nothing," I say confidently.
"Really?"
"Really!" I said, putting down my knife and staring Dawn in the eyes. I knew that if I stared Addy in the eyes I would crack, admitting that yes, Bryn and I were in a raunchy, passionate-
Well, you get the picture.
I swear I would still be secretly dating Bryn if it wasnt for dear old Mason. Ah, these 10 year olds, they really don't know when to shut up.
"Mommy!" he cried, running in and giving me a wave, not a kiss, because kissing was, ew,gross!
"Say hello to Aunty Addy and Aunty Dawnie," I said to him, bending over to look into his eyes.
"Hello Aunty Dawn! Hello Aunty Addy!"
"He grows up each time I see him, " Addy said, giving him a I'm the cool aunt smile. He ran out the room and shouted, "Daddy's taking me by car mom, see you after school!"
A frozen pause entered the room.
"Daddy? You mean...Bryn?"
"My younger brother? Not some strange surrogate father?"
"Must be," i said, giving a nonchalont flick of my hair.

"Hey, Addy, Hey Dawn," I turned around to see Bryn walking in . He curled his arms around me and planted butterfly kisses on my neck.
His kisses were planted softly on my neck, one by one, dotted by a word, which as Dawn shouted say yes!  and Addy gave me a big hug, knowing what my awnser would be already, I pieced the words together, these beautiful words that sealed my fate.
Will you marry me.

~*<3*~

"No. Yes, no. No no no no no! That's not working. I want cream and strawberries-or maybe Dawn and Addy want something else...? Okay, Addy and Dawn vote vanilla cake with chocolate gnash and raspberries- No! I want VANILLA CAKE and CHOCOLATE GNASH! GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD! Ok? Thank you very much! Have a nice day!"

I put down the phone and smiled at Dawn's face.

"You're a bridezilla!"

"You've only been engaged one day- what does Bryn think about the cake?"

Smiling, I said to the protests of Dawn and Addy, I said," Bryn doesn't mind. Oh Dawn, that title you've assigned to me is going over my head, and Addy, I may have only been engaged for one day- but Bryn and I have a passion which is endless."

"Yeah yeah. Anyway, we must run. See you later, Love!"

I watched the back of their necks bob up and down and I pulled out 2 champange flutes and a bottle of champange. Getting into lengerie I crawled onto the bed. Bryn walked in still in his Trying To Be An Egyptian Challenge Mom  shirt.

"Wow, baby! Now that is a wolf whistle  material!"

"I was considering..." I asked, fumbling with my fingers, watching as Bryn opened the champange bottle and poured the golden bubbles in.

"Yes honey?"

"I want a baby! I want a dear little baby with your face staring up at me!I want your child, ASAP!"

A slow grin climbed over his face.

"Yes. Yes, let's try. We can just try. What will it do?"

Thanks for reading the first post of I Love My Life. I hope you carry on reading, and I ask you, PLEASE comment or message me with ideas!

Lots of Love,

Lovie.

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-Looove