1.3- Smile. Nod. Love it.

"Hello? Hello?"
There was no response on the other end. But wait- didn't it say "Blake and Val" on the caller ID? They live in Twinbrook now, and I was surprised that they decided to move there. If my sis gets serious about a guy, the whole world has changed.
But it has, hasn't it? I would never in a million years 2 years ago think that I would cheat on my finace. Sure, someone could steal a kiss, that wouldn't be that bad.
But to be pregnant- with another man's child- is disgusting.
Simply disgusting.
"L-l-l-ove?"
"Valentina?"

She burst into sobs, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes at her.
"Valentina, tell me, for God's sake!"
"It all started one night- I was out drinking with Gella and Gella's boyfriend and Blake crashed the party-then w-w-we tried-"
"What? Oh, yes. Tried. Carry on."
"-and now I'm dizzy, constantly sick and craving mint jelly beans. L-love we said no kids until I'm 30. Now I-I can't believe it. I honestly can't. Blake is in Starlight Shores so I can't tell him. I-"
"Valentina, are you implying that you're pregnant?"

"I am!"
"Have you taken a test?"
"...No."
"Well then, Val, don't mess up my plans with your silly worries. Still up to keep Adam?"
"Yeah, yeah."
"I have to go. Bye."
With a roll of my eyes I switched off the chrome phone. I swept my fingers across the chrome back, and almost straight away the doorbell rang.
Newbie, Dawn, Addy, Ashby and Alina were there. Without even a simple hello to me, they all crowded around Adam. He smiled at them, his freckles spreading further down his nose.
"Well, guys, let's get going," Bryn said, and jingled his car keys. "I have to drop Adam off at Valentina's in Twinbrook, which is an hour drive away, and then we can go. I hear there's some dress shopping today?"
"Pssht. No. Who would think that?"
"...because you told me so this morning?"
"Shut, up, little one," Addy said, and punched him on the shoulder. "Now, boys, no strippers."
"..."
"Newbie," Dawn said, waving a warning finger at him, "You-"
He silenced her with a kiss, and Ashby roared with laughter. Clark smiled, and signaled to Love to come towards him as Bryn went to strap Adam in the car.
"Clarky, I have the girls here-"
"No, Love, I think it's time for us to end it. It's not fair on Bryn. I love you, but you don't love me. You love Bryn."
"Clark-"
"Love, friends?"
"Friends."
There was one last hug, one last embrace, and I felt a puzzle piece slotting into place.
I swear I heard him say, "I love you."

-<3-

"Now, girls, let's go upstairs!"

"What?"

"Just go, Lovie!" Addy pushed me.

Here is the video of my dress fitting! It may move slowly, or fast, I dunno. (I hope it works. If it doesnt I'l put it on facebook.)

I was so tired. I  drove home sluggishly, and time ticked by. Adam hopped in the back seat and sang along to the ABC's. I peered down at my cellphone.

1 NEW MESSAGE

Newbie- Love, please, Bryn is one of my best friends. Leave Clark alone.

Fury.

Hatered.

Annoyance.

Dawn.

I called her up, spitting rage already.

"Hello?"

"Dawn, I hate you!"

"Love?"

"How could you tell Newbie?"

"Tell him what?"

"Don't play stupid with me, you venomous bitch! You do know! Now he knows about Clark!"

Silence.

"I did not tell Newbie. I don't want to be accused of what I didnt do. So maybe I WONT BE THE MAID OF HOUNOUR OF SOMEONE WHO CLEARLY DOESN'T WANT ME TO BE!"

"FINE THEN! "

beep.

-

Bryn heard the beep of his phone and picked it up in exasperation. Where as Love?

"Mr Windfield?"

"Yes?"

"Officer Johnson here. I  would like to just inform you of the pile up on the N1 . Your fiance was in the car and your two sons were killed. She is in critical condition-it's best for her to die."





1.2- Is Love The Same as Lust? Part 2 (13 and up age restriction)

Okay. You can do this. Breathe.
I can tell Bryn that I'm pregnant. I can tell the world, I can easiliy write a whole headline story about it. But somehow I can't tell Clark.
Maybe it's because there's that nagging instinct that it may be his.
Maybe it's because I'm still seeing Clark.
Maybe it's because-
"Lovie? Dawn, Addy and Clark are here." I shrug my shoulders, and I walk into the room. But before, I am ambushed by my over-enthusiastic finace' and he gives me a peck.
"What's wrong, babes?"
"Nothing," I growl and push him off me.
His expression is hurt and I walk out the room into the company of our guests. I told them to wear what they wore last week, as a kinda wedding gift.
"Love?" Dawn's voice is wary, and she regards me with a look making me equal to a physcopath.

"Dawn?" i tease, but her eyes  are glassy and don't smile back.
Sitting down, abit startled by Dawn's icy greeting, I look up and see Addy practically beaming at me. Bryn can't shut his mouth, can he?
"Congrats!"
Bryn walks in and gives Addy a glare, but his happiness overcomes it. He puts a finger to his lips and sits down, and he puts his arm around my shoulders.
I try not to vomit at the smell of his aftershave.
Clark comes running in, and I bite my lip off trying not to yell, "Clark! Take me away!"

"What happened? Lovebu- Love, are you okay?"

"I'm peachy!" I said, tearing skin off my lip. "In fact...In fact...I'm pregnant."

"...."

-~<3~-

"Oh, Clark!" I ran forward and sobbed on his shoulder as Dawn, Addy and Bryn walked out to examine some baby clothes. "I can't believe I'm PREGNANT! Out of all things! PREGNANT!"

Clark pats me on the shoulder and he gives me a grim look.
"Love...who's child is this?"
"Yours! It's yours! I'm pregnant., with your child!"
"How do you know?"
"Because the last person I had sex with before the positive was you, and I had a negative with Bryn that morning..."

"Hurry up, Clarky, they'll be here any minute." I hopped into my underwear and Clark clipped my bra at the back. I pulled myself into my 2 piece outfit. He groaned as he sat up from the floor, and rocks were incrested in his back. I got up and put out my hand for him to pull himself up, and that's when I heard the click of the back door...

"Clark, I think it's time to leave," I said firmly, and I walk away and go to call Dawn.
-
What a surprise, she glares at me as I pull her away.
"In case you want to know, the bridesmaids are coming next week," she says shortly and curtly.
"I don't want to know that. Why the freak are you so annoyed with me?"
Silence.
"I know Love, I know."
"What do you know?"
"I know about you and Clark. I don't like that, Love. He may be my son but Addy is one of my best friends. And she loves her little brother, and he is so sweet to everyone. Don't hurt him like that."
Heart pounding, sweaty plamed I asked ; "How do you know?"
"I saw you two."
-

"Now Love, your'e going to count to three and then push. Okay? It's not that hard, Love. The baby is on it's way."
"You can do it, Love!'
"Bryn...Bryn..." I said, searching for his hand.
"We don't have a name yet."
"Oh, um...What about Rogan?"
"Nope. Wait, what was Addy's dad's name again?"
"Adam."
"And yours?"
"Eli."
"Well then-"
"Well done Love, one more push!" said Addy, her gloves at the ready.
With one last push, I feel immidate relief.
"Well then, welcome to the world, Adam Eli Windfied."

-<3-

 I would like to thank Addy and Dawnie for the name of Adam!
I would also like to thank Ashby Lemi-well, just because she was in the group chat and is fun to talk to.

KEEP SIMMING! ^_^

1.2: Is Love the same as Lust?(PG)

I sat on the toilet, the pregnany test shaking slightly in my hands. Please be postive, please oh please, I promise I won't ever throw your pregnancy test box across the room and say that the creators of this were idiots and should go kill themselves. Though, what was the point of pleas to the creators? They couldn't help it if I couldn't get pregnant.They were just the bearers of bad news. The people who couldn't help if I wasn't pregnant. But, hey! Maybe I was. Maybe a mini bryn was in here right now, smiling up at me! Waiting for the five miniutes that I was used to, I didn't let go to the strands of hope I held onto, the possibility of some heir I will have, some assured happiness.
Bryn and I decided that we were going to have this baby out of wedlock. What was the point, with the wedding practicly milennia away?
"5...4...3..2...1." My countdown ended, and I looked down expectantly, expectantly looking for the red cross.
Negative
What a surprise.

-*~<3~*-

I decided not to tell Bryn about the negative. What was the point of burdening him with the constant negatives? he could suss it out himself.
I lay on my bed, smiling to myself, when I got a call from Dawn. Pressing the ignore button, I flopped on my bed again. So I got a negative. So what? Just another one. I can handle that.
The telephone rang, but I allowed it to go to voice mail.
"Hey! Um, I mean, hey. Come right around to my house. We have a surprise for you- I mean, we need to check over some MOH duties. See you." Dawn's voice ended with a snap and I got up. I'll go.
-
"SURPRISE!" Addy, Dawn and a ton other friends jumped out. "Happy engagement!"
Oh. My. Word. Bryn walked out from the kitchen and his hair was BRUSHED. PROPERLY.

"Come here, my girls!Addy, Lovie. Come!"
Addy waved over to Dawn, but she smiled, as if she was keeping a sercert from me. She ushered me into the kitchen, and I had heartfaliure as I saw who was there.
Clark.
~<3~
"Let's go outside," He said, holding his hand out to me. I nodded, taking his hand and walking slowly. We sat down on a mahogany bench and I sighed. I can't like him. I'm engaged. Engaged.
"Love..I'm sorry. I care about you. I left you for Dayla and I accused you of cheating- which you didn't- and I'm so sorry. So, so, sorry, my Lovebuggie. I am so sorry."
"Clark, I don't know. You did accuse me of cheating on you. With my cousin. "
"Please Lovebuggie?"
"Fine, Clarky, friends." I allowed a smile play on my lips as I looked into his eyes. His gaze rested on my face, searching me for any hint of emotion.

He smiled at me, and suddenly I felt an unspoken tension between us. Suddely his face came closer, and closer to mine, and his lips touched mine. The fury that spread through my body was full of passion and my annoyance reflected on my movements. I unbuttoned his shirt and he pulled me closer towards him. Suddenly he picked me up and carried me into the garden shed. I close my eyes and he placed me down on the floor, and he loved me once again.
And it felt so right.
-
Maybe, though, it was the sickness that overcame me in the morning, that I took out that pregnancy test.

And screamed.
Not in a good way.
Positive.

1.1- Y.O.L.O+Love Sierra= You Only Love Once (Or three times..)

Hello, young people of the universe! My name is Love Sierra, and I live in Hidden Springs with my boyfriend, Bryn, and our son, Mason. So why don't you sit down, relax, and enjoy the way I love my life!
-

"Love, Love, Love," tutted Addy, watching me chop up a lettuce leaf as if it was an enemy. "So why do I only hear about you and Bryn now?"
"You don't need to stress," I said, smothering the smile on my lips. "There is nothing going on."
"Nothing?" Interrupts Dawn, standing in the doorway.
"Nothing," I say confidently.
"Really?"
"Really!" I said, putting down my knife and staring Dawn in the eyes. I knew that if I stared Addy in the eyes I would crack, admitting that yes, Bryn and I were in a raunchy, passionate-
Well, you get the picture.
I swear I would still be secretly dating Bryn if it wasnt for dear old Mason. Ah, these 10 year olds, they really don't know when to shut up.
"Mommy!" he cried, running in and giving me a wave, not a kiss, because kissing was, ew,gross!
"Say hello to Aunty Addy and Aunty Dawnie," I said to him, bending over to look into his eyes.
"Hello Aunty Dawn! Hello Aunty Addy!"
"He grows up each time I see him, " Addy said, giving him a I'm the cool aunt smile. He ran out the room and shouted, "Daddy's taking me by car mom, see you after school!"
A frozen pause entered the room.
"Daddy? You mean...Bryn?"
"My younger brother? Not some strange surrogate father?"
"Must be," i said, giving a nonchalont flick of my hair.

"Hey, Addy, Hey Dawn," I turned around to see Bryn walking in . He curled his arms around me and planted butterfly kisses on my neck.
His kisses were planted softly on my neck, one by one, dotted by a word, which as Dawn shouted say yes!  and Addy gave me a big hug, knowing what my awnser would be already, I pieced the words together, these beautiful words that sealed my fate.
Will you marry me.

~*<3*~

"No. Yes, no. No no no no no! That's not working. I want cream and strawberries-or maybe Dawn and Addy want something else...? Okay, Addy and Dawn vote vanilla cake with chocolate gnash and raspberries- No! I want VANILLA CAKE and CHOCOLATE GNASH! GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD! Ok? Thank you very much! Have a nice day!"

I put down the phone and smiled at Dawn's face.

"You're a bridezilla!"

"You've only been engaged one day- what does Bryn think about the cake?"

Smiling, I said to the protests of Dawn and Addy, I said," Bryn doesn't mind. Oh Dawn, that title you've assigned to me is going over my head, and Addy, I may have only been engaged for one day- but Bryn and I have a passion which is endless."

"Yeah yeah. Anyway, we must run. See you later, Love!"

I watched the back of their necks bob up and down and I pulled out 2 champange flutes and a bottle of champange. Getting into lengerie I crawled onto the bed. Bryn walked in still in his Trying To Be An Egyptian Challenge Mom  shirt.

"Wow, baby! Now that is a wolf whistle  material!"

"I was considering..." I asked, fumbling with my fingers, watching as Bryn opened the champange bottle and poured the golden bubbles in.

"Yes honey?"

"I want a baby! I want a dear little baby with your face staring up at me!I want your child, ASAP!"

A slow grin climbed over his face.

"Yes. Yes, let's try. We can just try. What will it do?"

Thanks for reading the first post of I Love My Life. I hope you carry on reading, and I ask you, PLEASE comment or message me with ideas!

Lots of Love,

Lovie.

Hey Hey! ( Innnntro)

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Hugs!
-Looove